skinny generation: June 2012

Friday, 22 June 2012


May be it is a little bit late for this post (cause the event took place over a month ago). But it is still worth talking :)  I am very greatful that i have met this crew, as they showed me how to appreciate, enjoy and simply live the moment... The art of creation.
Best city, Best place,Best people and of course Best memories...

Monday, 18 June 2012

Skinny/Naked Lunch

After hard working week I've decided to have a nice chilled weekend, and for me it is Sofa+Movies+Food :)
This time I choose the movie directed by David Cronenberg, Naked Lunch)))oh well, i was pretty impressed!

My Fav quote by Bill Lee:
Did I ever tell you about the man who taught his asshole to talk? His whole abdomen would move up and down you dig farting out the words. It was unlike anything I had ever heard. This asshole talk had sort of a gut frequency. It hit you right down there like you gotta go. You know when the old colon gives you the elbow and it feels sorta cold inside, and you know all you have to do is turn loose? Well this talking hit you right down there, a bubbly, thick stagnant sound, a sound you could smell. This man worked for a carnival you dig, and to start with it was like a novelty ventriliquist act. Real funny, too, at first. He had a number he called The Better Ole that was a scream, I tell you. I forget most of it but it was clever. Like, "Oh I say, are you still down there, old thing?" "Nah I had to go relieve myself." After a while the asshole started talking on its own. He would go in without anything prepared and his asshole would ad-lib and toss the gags back at him every time. Then it developed sort of teeth-like little raspy in-curving hooks and start eating. He thought this was cute at first and built an act around it, but the asshole would eat its way through his pants and start talking on the street, shouting out it wanted equal rights. It would get drunk, too, and have crying jags nobody loved it and it wanted to be kissed same as any other mouth. Finally it talked all the time day and night, you could hear him for blocks screaming at it to shut up, and beating it with his fist, and sticking candles up it, but nothing did any good and the asshole said to him, "It is you who will shut up in the end. Not me. Because we dont need you around here any more. I can talk and eat AND shit." After that he began waking up in the morning with a transparent jelly like a tadpoles tail all over his mouth. This jelly was what the scientists call un-D.T., Undifferentiated Tissue, which can grow into any kind of flesh on the human body. He would tear it off his mouth and the pieces would stick to his hands like burning gasoline jelly and grow there, grow anywhere on him a glob of it fell. So finally his mouth sealed over, and the whole head would have have amputated spontaneous - except for the EYES you dig. Thats one thing the asshole COULDN'T do was see. It needed the eyes. But nerve connections were blocked and infiltrated and atrophied so the brain couldnt give orders any more. It was trapped in the skull, sealed off. For a while you could see the silent, helpless suffering of the brain behind the eyes, then finally the brain must have died, because the eyes WENT OUT, and there was no more feeling in them than a crabs eyes on the end of a stalk. 

Saturday, 16 June 2012


I was so sure he loved me, so sure.... that it is even funny now. I can not stop laugh at myself, laugh at my self confidence and at my uniqueness. What an idiot I am. And the cause of that dissappointment is such an ordinary, boring , disgusting bitch.!
I feel better now .

Tuesday, 12 June 2012

Skinny Summertime plans

 Make all wishes come true
 To do smth new
 Go out until the sunrise
 To do sports
 Have fun
 Swim in the sea
To walk barefoot
To fall in love <3



Skinny / addiction

My sweetest friend has gone away
The price of love, I cannot pay
In times of need, my darkest hour
Twas YOU my friend, to whom I'd cower
You took me up, and made me see
The other side of reality
You've shown me worlds where time stands still
and revealed the gap that only you can fill
where love is none, and friends are few
It's there you've shown what you really do
You've blinded my eyes to all the pain
but my heart you've killed, and my soul you've drained
                                                                                           You've stolen my life and you've taken my friends
                                                                                                                And I feel like it's time for this journey to end
But no matter the pain you've caused me to feel
The money you've stolen or the people you've killed
I'll always remember the good times we shared
The places you took me and the way that you cared
So we'll take this last dance, and then we'll dance no more
I'll miss you my friend, forevermore.